Saturday, May 31, 2008
I started with following heroes n heroines.
took a while for the level when i began spotting 'acting' and then the various feels n emotions.
but as most of the learned, but honest, will confess, just when u start feeling confident that the delusion of 'u know it all' is infact a reality, u get the gift of the next 'level'.
many reach the 'delusion dilemma', few make out the difference and welcome the development.
so, then came a stage when i realised who the puppets are and who's the real creator of those feelings.
The art u manifest has your soul, whatever that art might be, it always reflects your soul.
and theatre is an art, has its soul, but to realise its soul, u must realise urs.
then u may see what REALLY is shown :)
Sometimes, u wonder 'are there others in pursuit of the same depth ?'
u observe some having the understanding , but rarey do u open up.
not sure why.
not that u r afraid of being laughed at.
may be u urself arent sure whether the current world, at this moment, really needs it !
but u always ponder about , searching for those who might empathize and possibly pass the message forward.
should be enough for those whom i m writing, rest really are of no concern.
Have been relishing the 'conventional life' lately, which currently in my case can be defined by work-->party-->work .. but finally, after a month or so, got to do what i love the most, and probably do the best.
its sunday, 6am in the morning, just finished the movie 'The Lake House'.
a real artistic display of complex emotions, really awesome direction.
and as most of the greatest of my SEEN movies, this also was a result of the 'peek-a-boo strategy', i unknowingly, unwantedly apply to the movies i have heard gud of, but my 1st impression bars me from giving it a full fledged go.
so i started with BROWSING the movie and jumped to its 75th minute.
the concept is simple: the movie is started at any random minute and the previous missed has to be understood/imagined/assumed.
now if a movie is gud enough to hold my attention if i start it at the 75th minute, then bingo!, u got 1, now its time to see how much of ur sight matches that of the director's.
that stint lasted till the 90th minute i think, then it was the time for the conventional way.
If u see any sense in the shit written above, do watch this one.
Lastly, no matter how much i run away from the fact that understanding a human mind is much more complex,challenging and enthralling than constructing a 'for loop', i still have to construct the loop, for its the only way i can show the world what i know, what i see.